When you catch yourself daydreaming, looking all lost and far away. The way someone makes you feel, takes you away dreaming, especially when they are out of react, as on a different continent and all you can do is dream about them. Drool about them.
Does he even know..
Growing up , money was never wasted, but very well spent if any was left. My mother had bought a new bright red lipstick. I wanted to look like her, as nice, with red lips. Being as little as I was, the concept of lipstick wasn’t very familiar, other than making momma look extra nice. Little did I know, I ate it. Mommas brand new red lipstick, the little shit of a child ate it. I ruined mommas lipstick, the one she had probably saved up to buy, I still feel bad decades later. This illustration is called “SORRY MOM”, for this exact reason.